What was I thinking? May 31, 2022August 28, 2022 Sydney Lynn Haupert Noble Lok Photo by Craig Gary on Pexels.com I came here to learn boundaries. Back at Home there was a me but this me became a we so easily and this we became The One so easily and there was no fear about not being a self without a name. There was no fear flowing between a me, a we, or The One. The feeling of it all was the same. There is no word for this feeling but now that I’m here in this body I know that this feeling is the total absence of fear. I came here to know this. You don’t need boundaries at Home because no one tests them but here in this body you are separated into wrongness and rightness, punished for mis-steps and mis-takes and shuttled into accepted or discarded. When you are labeled it is seemingly irrevocable. Fear here in this body is palpable because all the body knows is birth and death, these seemingly irrevocable boundaries. Unfolding into this world showed me what Home is, the absence of fear. Every time I look through my body to the clouds rumbling the sky, the winds of Home fill me and I bless this place where punishment reigns, where bounded bodies project their orphaned aspects onto other bodies then crucify them. This world defines my Home by being the Shadow of it. This world evokes a searing desire to carve my way back to a fearless place where me becomes we and we become The One and this flow bubbles up bliss and here boundaries have no meaning Share this:TwitterFacebookLike this:Like Loading... Related
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Now that’s weird. I tok a break from work and took a look on WP…and as I do, your reply pops up in real time.
I’m sorry I have to type out slowly…some day I will have to tell you about a story like this poem that I have held dear to my heart for many decades by Hyemyehosts Storm, author of Seven Arrows and Song Of Heyhoka.
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