Growing God

By Sydney Lynn Haupert Lok


Holding the hands of

a beloved

Holding the hands of

a stranger

Holding the hands of

a savior

Holding the hands of

a sinner

Holding the hands of

a mother

Holding the hands of

a murderer

Holding the hands of

the known

Holding the hands of

the unknown

Planting hands into

a pocket of dancing stars

Hands filling up life like

fresh berries in a basket

Seeding the Soul

with Joy and Gratitude

All this and more

is growing God



Messages from the Chrystalene Collective

In 2005 I started receiving downloads of The Golden Bow Healing Movement Meditations while living close to Wahatoya also known as the Spanish Peaks: The Breasts of the Earth. I asked the source’s name and received the above title for this blog. I felt their energy as ancient and original. They are an organic, living template consciousness who do not incarnate into 3rd dimensional realms. They can cluster within Source Portals: people and land formations. I lost their original communications. A lovely one is how teachers (as they presented themselves to me) would eventually become our students. They are genuine consciousness that seed themselves within organic playgrounds. They have a kind of stiff humor to their transmissions.

1.) They warned of fires, floods, hurricanes, eruptions and earthquakes but specifically said that each person would be in their proper locales even if those locales were in quote “dangerous areas” designated by what many new age practitioners were preaching. “There will be pockets of safety everywhere” ~ Yendys of the Chrystalenes. People, animals and tree beings that lose their lives due to these earth changes have pre-chosen to do so and it is part of their Soul Plans. Colorado has long been touted as a safe location to migrate to. Along the Front Range it is heavily militarized and many groups of a low vibration live underground. There- fore at this time of upheaval I would avoid this area unless you are “called”. The Earth is rising into the higher energies that are flooding our galaxy. The fields must be dug up and readied for a future peaceful sowing. As a side note, Wahatoya has no appetite for worship and throngs of devotees. She holds the space for Source Energy. Her space is guarded and protected by loving galactic families.

2.) They warned of the False Light. Beings and institutions that pretend to be something they are not. You will feel the ego and control that they exert beyond the pretense of Love they try to emanate. They will ask for your allegiance, your organic power.

My personal observation is that the False Light is within all life here in this dimension. It grows larger if punished or ignored. It is a pseudo beingness created by fear, pain, abuse and anger. Each human must do the inner work of re-claiming these orphaned aspects of Love. How? By listening to their cries to be heard, understood and yes, accepted. Their communications can come across as attacks. They will dissolve in the Hug of your Heart. The light of the Divine Realms that is held in our hearts can heal and dispel the darkness of separation, mis-understanding, and mis-takes.

We must stop the cycle of defining people (and E.T.’s) by the us and them dichotomy. We are all One and We are all Us. We are all at different levels of consciousness and light quotients and that is part of our ability to “Grow God”. We are all learning how to “grow God”. We are all at different grade levels but eventually all will graduate. I’m tired of hearing about those damn, ugly reptilians and archons and such. They were part of the plan to ignite and prefer the higher lighted realms and now too they are on a subatomic level being renewed by these divine energies flooding our realm. Sure, it looks alot like chaos and mayhem, things need to be stirred up and aired out before there is a place where peace can be planted, nurtured and grounded into a sustained viability.

Dare to question and think and feel outside of the box.

And as I always say, “Give your power away to no one, no thing, no ideology, religion, belief system, institution blah, blah, blah. Love won’t ask for it.

You will know if something has the divine essence in it by the way it makes you feel. That power won’t ask for yours.


Deliberate Sinking of the Global Economy

The more I feel into the energy of the Covid 19 entity and the killing of George Floyd the more I hear the word, DELIBERATE.

The Powers That Be, the elite filthy rich have a plan and it doesn’t include all the “Precious Breaths” on this planet.

I believe this Corona Virus was deliberately engineered to be way more lethal than it is.  When it didn’t materialize “The Black Death scenario”, the media was put into action to install fear and panic.

For years the PTB (Powers That Be) have had wet dreams of de-population to rid the world of useless eaters.

And sinking economies while they profit off of the very sinking is a standard agenda on their list of cruel crucifixions.

Where is all this headed?  Another regime change through the sour political systems on the planet?  Toward a One World Government?  A Hunger Games Scenario?

The Matrix gives us a dream-like choice between Utopian through Religion and Dystopian through Human dog eat dog, “Do what thou Wilt”.

There is an underlying organic universe that has been hidden from us.

It involves an intelligent, compassionate Infinity from which we are born, pure with  the presence of pure intention based in Love.  We must begin to dissolve the fake world which has educated us to be reactive beings caused by their infusion of trauma.

My dad taught me to think before I speak and act.  He and I were really bad at that.  It’s hard to do that in such a world of layered illusions.  The confusion is created DELIBERATELY.

We are at a fork in the road.  Will humanity as a whole come together and support racial justice, the support of every human “precious breath” on the planet, the animal and plant world and the survival of our beautiful Mother Earth or

after a few years forget the colossal lessons being offered today, right now as we wear masks and  march a dystopian dance 6 feet away from human contact?

I had a vision in mid 2019 of a Chinese Militia man standing with bayonet raised in front of the Capitol Building in D.C.

What could that mean?  To me it could mean loss of our voice and loss of our human rights.  To me it could mean acceptance of domination and control.  Whatever this is called from Fascism to Communism, it comes down to the loss of the sovereignty of the individual human soul.  And the perpetuity of war and violence.

Get ready to say no to your personal boundaries being violated.

They choked the life out of George Floyd but they never choked out his Heart nor

The Heart of the People.

In this life of mine I finally learned what I came here to learn.

“Give your Power away to no one and no thing, no idea, ideology, thought, belief, institution or religion, no country, no political hierarchy.  Love won’t ask for it!”

We must not allow our “Heartbeat” to be silenced.






What you own, owns you

The Native Americans of North America didn’t even have the concept of owning the land or a house or stuff.  They were directly connected to Mother Earth.  They slept on the soil. They walked on the soil.  They honored their Mother.

Here is a video on “GROUNDING”



When negativity becomes an addiction it is the real virus that can infect love itself, creating more destruction and agony than any physical virus.  Humanity has been covered in this slime for a very long time.  The Corona Crisis is giving us an opportunity to go within and reset our internal GPS. As children of a Loving Creator we can transform our societies into loving creations of growth and positive change.  Let us stand in our light and our innate truth. Our power comes from our loving Creator.  Give  it away to no person, place or thing, no group, no religion. It is the forever spark of our being. Love and those beings and groups of beings aligned with Love will never ask for it.  Only those disconnected from Love will try to siphon off our energy and truth. Those that treasure their dis-connection always reveal themselves in time.  Be vigilant.  Stand tall, proud and sovereign as we treat others the way we wish to be treated. Know that we are infinite beings having a finite human experience, learning to prefer love and kindness over fear and control.  Let us return to Love and shine out a brand new way of being into our world.