My Experience with Hollister Rand


Not everyone is ready for Pure Positivity.  Whenever I behaved badly and my history won’t lie, I said with a smirk, “Oops, I haven’t attained Christ Consciousness…doodily doo, la dee dah… Just go to Hollister’s Facebook page and see her latest portrait.  Yep, you bet.


I’m ready. I want that. 

I’m done with “learning through opposites”….dragging myself through the muck to appreciate the flowery meadows.  No don’t get me wrong…that works.  Playing the heroine and then the villainess…no it really has its value but really now, I’m ready to graduate and say “No, I’m not playing anymore.”  That rough ride has been the lesson plan on planet Earth for Millenia if not Billenia. 

I’m taking my responsibility for my part in everything. 

If anything comes up that I sense is negative, I will hug that orphan back into the purity of my heart.  Loving others begins with loving oneself and that begins with Self-Care and the realization that Love does NOT equal Pain.  We will all get to the point where we no longer need to learn through suffering.  Forgive oneself and forgive all others.  I’m letting myself off the hook.  Time out…forgot to take my vitamins.  Ok where was I?  Hopefully on a positive rant. 

My first experience with Hollister was a half hour reading I got from her over the phone on 09/20/2019.  I wrote the experience down in my journal:

“Before my Dad died, when he visited me in Walsenburg, CO in November of 2005, I asked him if he believed in Heaven.  He said, “I’ll tell you if I get there.”  I did a half hour session with medium, Hollister Rand.  She said I had always been super-connected to the Spirit World and I said “Yes, ever since I was a child.”  She said most of my relationships had been with narcissists and I said, “Yep, you’re right.” She said it was time for Self Care. “Yep, I said.”  Then she said,

“There’s this man, who is standing behind this glass sheet.  He says he is your Father.  He says that when he passed over, you weren’t there to witness it.”  (I started crying.  That’s true, I felt such guilt.)  He told Hollister that we had forgiven each other and he told her to tell me I had to forgive myself and that he would be in my life, looking after me. Then Hollister said to me, “Are you really close to animals?”  I said, “Yes, cats and a few dogs.”  She said, “There is this black and white cat who is here to be with you.”  God, this was my beloved Butchie who lived with me in Colorado and died there before I returned to Southern California.  Hollister then said, “He comes through the black and white cat you currently have now.”  THIS WOMAN KNEW THINGS SHE COULDN’T HAVE KNOWN.”

I was so blown away.  I am still blown away.  Other than leaving my body when I was 9 years old and meeting God, this is the most significant event of my personal life.  NOW I HAVE PROOF THAT THERE IS LIFE AFTER DEATH for our loved ones and beloved pets.  I am not afraid for them anymore or for myself.  Hollister also said that my Dad had a good sense of humor.  He sure did.  Yes, he sure does.  For all of you who read this, I highly recommend this pure vessel, Hollister Rand.  She is the catalyst that will have me following the path of unconditional love.

Ring of Fire Activation

It really feels like this ring is activating.  My body feels compressed.  Head and body aches.  In June I felt like July would bring an earthquake to Southern California.  On July 4th we had one in Kern County and felt it in L.A.  I was holding onto the kitchen sink feeling nauseous as it rolled through.  A week ago I felt that late December to early January would bring another to this area.  Backing away from the Earth I see openings in the Earth’s crust like this inner light from the Core of Mother Earth is trying to break out of the tight skin housing humanity.  A few months back I saw huge lights above Wahatoya and was among them only to be slammed back into my body.  We have friends: ET’s, guides, angels monitoring us, guiding us to take the organic path of life. Collectively, the planet, the animals, the foliage, humanity want Freedom from all the manipulating influences trapping us in fear and violence.  Could this physical reality, this school house be lightening up?  Could this really be happening.  I hope so.  2020.  Will this be the year we carve a firm path for freedom from fear, manipulation, harsh judgments and the addiction of technology and AI?  Those tools of learning have no real life, only apathy and separation from our sovereign souls.  We have learned from the darkness of amnesia and woken up so many times to just fall asleep again.  Enough is enough.  There are those who have not learned from the tool of opposites, have not preferred the light over the dark of amnesia.  I have been one of them.  This tool will become obsolete and I know this because I’m feeling aversion to any control and manipulation and a deep fatigue as well.  I have trust that we can step off the wheel of rebirth and karma into a new framework.  Or maybe I am finally just finally preferring love over its lack…. and the tool of opposites has come to completion for me.

The framework of the Golden Bow is to return us to God,  to our connection to the divine, to our own Godliness.  It is time to go beyond the returning to just being the Source.  That involves no movement, no path to follow.  It is simply a choice.  Will we lose our individual soul sovereignty.  I think not.  Not if we don’t want to. There is no reason to fear becoming Source and losing our soul signature.  The signature is an infinite gift from Source and cannot be erased.  But at some point some will desire to merge with Source, identify more with All That Is than its signature without losing the latter.

My wish is that we have small to medium shakings to avoid massive loss of life.  Waking up doesn’t need to be dramatic and traumatic.

The Light of our Love is breaking free.  This is a good thing.  Allow the breaking open so that infection may drain and the soul may emerge into worlds where the natural world sing and trees dance over the land roaming like wild things. The lamb will lie with the lion and the human will shepherd and guard the sanctity of the divine.

What is Ascension?

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True Ascension is going within,

diving into The Core of your Being

Have you flown in your dreams?

Have you soared and plummeted

only to awaken safe and unscathed?

When you leave your body

you enter a dimension

where atoms collapse 

You shrink like Alice

down the Rabbit Hole

into the Underworld

but the illusion of rising into

a projected Heaven is experienced

You rise into the nooks and crannies

of where the physical and astral planes

intermix but actually

you are at the entrance of

the inner side of Source

The physical plane is a projection

a school house for souls to experience

in a land where darkness ignites the light

where we eventually prefer love over fear 

and truth over illusion

To reach the heights of Heaven

one must dive into the depths of the Heart  

to beat the Heart of God 

~Sydney’s Soul, Yen~


Los Angeles

City of Angels.  Many would say, “Angels here?, hell no!”  Well, this place is flooded with them.  This area is an Angel Portal.  Why would this be?  This place has the most homeless in the entire country.  This place has the most polluted air in the country.  This place is a Gangland Paradise.  This place is home to Hollyweird elitists and narcissists.  This place is Hookerville to the endth degree. This place is pedophile heaven. But this place is also the most progressive, innovative and socially conscious areas of the planet. This place is One big asset to Humanity as well as one stinking challenge.  People come here to get “shook up” earthquake-style.  If you want to find out who you really are this is the place to come.  There is much to be had here.  If you want to grow spiritually this is the place.  Your spirit will be challenged to the Core and if you make it through the dark corridors of cults, inequality, racism and every nasty you can think of, your light will shine brighter than any pristine, heavenly place anywhere.

I really think the bravest of the brave live here.  Hungry, suffering, disoriented, drugged into oblivion, shittin and dyin on the streets, the homeless are The Angels.  These Angels have their work cut out for them, teaching us humans to grow big and learn compassion. Teaching us to see everyone as brothers and sisters so we can live not only for ourselves but ultimately for each other. Three homeless individuals die daily in L.A. County. This is not acceptable.  If anyone is going to WAKE UP here, it’s gonna be dazzling. Let’s lift up each other for we are nothing without each other.

The Source Prayer

Our Beloved Source who art Within

Hallowed be thy Name

Thy Loving Presence Come

Thy Will be done

On Earth as it is Within

Forgive us our trespasses

as we forgive those who trespass

against us

And deliver us through the Straits of Ego

through the Ocean of Amnesia

into the waking arms of your Infinite Hug

for thine is the Loving Presence

the Power and the Glory Forever

All experience awakening us to Love

All is well


~ Delivered from Source by Yendys, Sydney Lynn’s Soul~