Deliberate Sinking of the Global Economy

The more I feel into the energy of the Covid 19 entity and the killing of George Floyd the more I hear the word, DELIBERATE.

The Powers That Be, the elite filthy rich have a plan and it doesn’t include all the “Precious Breaths” on this planet.

I believe this Corona Virus was deliberately engineered to be way more lethal than it is.  When it didn’t materialize “The Black Death scenario”, the media was put into action to install fear and panic.

For years the PTB (Powers That Be) have had wet dreams of de-population to rid the world of useless eaters.

And sinking economies while they profit off of the very sinking is a standard agenda on their list of cruel crucifixions.

Where is all this headed?  Another regime change through the sour political systems on the planet?  Toward a One World Government?  A Hunger Games Scenario?

The Matrix gives us a dream-like choice between Utopian through Religion and Dystopian through Human dog eat dog, “Do what thou Wilt”.

There is an underlying organic universe that has been hidden from us.

It involves an intelligent, compassionate Infinity from which we are born, pure with  the presence of pure intention based in Love.  We must begin to dissolve the fake world which has educated us to be reactive beings caused by their infusion of trauma.

My dad taught me to think before I speak and act.  He and I were really bad at that.  It’s hard to do that in such a world of layered illusions.  The confusion is created DELIBERATELY.

We are at a fork in the road.  Will humanity as a whole come together and support racial justice, the support of every human “precious breath” on the planet, the animal and plant world and the survival of our beautiful Mother Earth or

after a few years forget the colossal lessons being offered today, right now as we wear masks and  march a dystopian dance 6 feet away from human contact?

I had a vision in mid 2019 of a Chinese Militia man standing with bayonet raised in front of the Capitol Building in D.C.

What could that mean?  To me it could mean loss of our voice and loss of our human rights.  To me it could mean acceptance of domination and control.  Whatever this is called from Fascism to Communism, it comes down to the loss of the sovereignty of the individual human soul.  And the perpetuity of war and violence.

Get ready to say no to your personal boundaries being violated.

They choked the life out of George Floyd but they never choked out his Heart nor

The Heart of the People.

In this life of mine I finally learned what I came here to learn.

“Give your Power away to no one and no thing, no idea, ideology, thought, belief, institution or religion, no country, no political hierarchy.  Love won’t ask for it!”

We must not allow our “Heartbeat” to be silenced.






What you own, owns you

The Native Americans of North America didn’t even have the concept of owning the land or a house or stuff.  They were directly connected to Mother Earth.  They slept on the soil. They walked on the soil.  They honored their Mother.

Here is a video on “GROUNDING”



When negativity becomes an addiction it is the real virus that can infect love itself, creating more destruction and agony than any physical virus.  Humanity has been covered in this slime for a very long time.  The Corona Crisis is giving us an opportunity to go within and reset our internal GPS. As children of a Loving Creator we can transform our societies into loving creations of growth and positive change.  Let us stand in our light and our innate truth. Our power comes from our loving Creator.  Give  it away to no person, place or thing, no group, no religion. It is the forever spark of our being. Love and those beings and groups of beings aligned with Love will never ask for it.  Only those disconnected from Love will try to siphon off our energy and truth. Those that treasure their dis-connection always reveal themselves in time.  Be vigilant.  Stand tall, proud and sovereign as we treat others the way we wish to be treated. Know that we are infinite beings having a finite human experience, learning to prefer love and kindness over fear and control.  Let us return to Love and shine out a brand new way of being into our world.

Soul Code

Beliefs. What are they?  Simply, they are costructs of what we think we know. They can be brilliant and dull and everything in between.  But they are constructs of the limited human mind and can only hint at what is truly real. Thoughts and beliefs create our personal reality but they do not represent the Greater Reality of Unconditional Love. My inbox is now full and won’t accept anymore.  I used to give my power away to my beliefs, the shiny ones, the pretty ones, the holy ones, the ones that made my spine tingle, the ones that would float me in a “high”.  I used to give my power away to negativity because I thought it made me “deep”, “cool”, “hip”, a “rebel”.  I still roll in the mud of Debbie Downer-ness.  It’s such a darn habit.  But more and more, I withdraw and sit with what I don’t know.  It is not an easy feeling sitting in this not knowing.  But somehow I realize I am more than my thoughts and beliefs.  I am a unique design and this design is my truth, my guide, my purpose darting across the blank canvas, carving out my life.  And this higher knowing is part of my very essence waking me from amnesia and igniting the light of my life.  Meditation and walking in nature connects me ever so more easily to the Greater Reality of our existence.

So does having a soul family as a support system.  I know this is a hard time where many of us are isolated physically from our families, friends and humanity in order to contain this mysterious virus.  As much as I don’t like social media, it is connecting us now.

There are many beliefs about what this “thing” is and even if we should be social distancing.  Some believe the powers that be are trying to destroy the economy and take away individual rights.  I believe in time the truth will come out on this.

As I meditate on the positivity of my heart, I hit the delete button!


I send the fear, anger, doubt crap to the Recycling Bin.  The Big Heart of the Big Creator within will hug them back into wholeness.

Keep your mind open and free.  Don’t fall for any pretty little belief or one that reeks with truth or smells sweet like doom.

In your heart lies your unique design and as the heart beats you emit your unique soul code.  This code will open the doors you are destined to open to a life you are meant to live.



My Experience with Hollister Rand


Not everyone is ready for Pure Positivity.  Whenever I behaved badly and my history won’t lie, I said with a smirk, “Oops, I haven’t attained Christ Consciousness…doodily doo, la dee dah… Just go to Hollister’s Facebook page and see her latest portrait.  Yep, you bet.


I’m ready. I want that. 

I’m done with “learning through opposites”….dragging myself through the muck to appreciate the flowery meadows.  No don’t get me wrong…that works.  Playing the heroine and then the villainess…no it really has its value but really now, I’m ready to graduate and say “No, I’m not playing anymore.”  That rough ride has been the lesson plan on planet Earth for Millenia if not Billenia. 

I’m taking my responsibility for my part in everything. 

If anything comes up that I sense is negative, I will hug that orphan back into the purity of my heart.  Loving others begins with loving oneself and that begins with Self-Care and the realization that Love does NOT equal Pain.  We will all get to the point where we no longer need to learn through suffering.  Forgive oneself and forgive all others.  I’m letting myself off the hook.  Time out…forgot to take my vitamins.  Ok where was I?  Hopefully on a positive rant. 

My first experience with Hollister was a half hour reading I got from her over the phone on 09/20/2019.  I wrote the experience down in my journal:

“Before my Dad died, when he visited me in Walsenburg, CO in November of 2005, I asked him if he believed in Heaven.  He said, “I’ll tell you if I get there.”  I did a half hour session with medium, Hollister Rand.  She said I had always been super-connected to the Spirit World and I said “Yes, ever since I was a child.”  She said most of my relationships had been with narcissists and I said, “Yep, you’re right.” She said it was time for Self Care. “Yep, I said.”  Then she said,

“There’s this man, who is standing behind this glass sheet.  He says he is your Father.  He says that when he passed over, you weren’t there to witness it.”  (I started crying.  That’s true, I felt such guilt.)  He told Hollister that we had forgiven each other and he told her to tell me I had to forgive myself and that he would be in my life, looking after me. Then Hollister said to me, “Are you really close to animals?”  I said, “Yes, cats and a few dogs.”  She said, “There is this black and white cat who is here to be with you.”  God, this was my beloved Butchie who lived with me in Colorado and died there before I returned to Southern California.  Hollister then said, “He comes through the black and white cat you currently have now.”  THIS WOMAN KNEW THINGS SHE COULDN’T HAVE KNOWN.”

I was so blown away.  I am still blown away.  Other than leaving my body when I was 9 years old and meeting God, this is the most significant event of my personal life.  NOW I HAVE PROOF THAT THERE IS LIFE AFTER DEATH for our loved ones and beloved pets.  I am not afraid for them anymore or for myself.  Hollister also said that my Dad had a good sense of humor.  He sure did.  Yes, he sure does.  For all of you who read this, I highly recommend this pure vessel, Hollister Rand.  She is the catalyst that will have me following the path of unconditional love.

What is Ascension?

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True Ascension is going within,

diving into The Core of your Being

Have you flown in your dreams?

Have you soared and plummeted

only to awaken safe and unscathed?

When you leave your body

you enter a dimension

where atoms collapse 

You shrink like Alice

down the Rabbit Hole

into the Innerworld

but instead the illusion of rising into

a projected Heaven is experienced 

you are at the entrance of

the inner side of Source

The physical plane is a projection

a school house for souls to experience

in a land where darkness ignites the light

where we eventually prefer love over fear 

and truth over illusion

To reach the heights of Heaven

one must dive into the depths of the Heart  

to beat the Heart of God 

~Sydney’s Soul, Yen~