Unknowable?

My Aunt passed over in early June of 2025 at the advanced age of 91. She had attended Wellesley College as she had been accepted because of an exceptionally high I.Q. She was enthralled with Math and the Sciences. She was also raised in a staunchly Presbyterian household in Arkansas during the 1930’s from which the South was still firmly entrenched in racial turmoil. Add to that a beloved father who was also a physician who died early from a massive heart attack when she was ten years old and as he was convulsing in his bed she laid in hers frantically and fervently praying to God that his life might be spared and when it wasn’t…

the doubt crept in regarding her faith and stayed.

And yet most of her life she attended her Presbyterian Church and tried to mend the tear in her psyche between Science and Spirit. Her Church began to let her down as her acutely attuned mind asked question after question. As a math teacher and also a woman in the highly misogynistic South her questions as sharp and precise as mathematic equations would break through the swamp of the South’s religious rhetoric. She started to stretch…stretch like gum on a hot, humid pavement on a scorching summer’s day. An avid reader, she started to read more than just the Bible. Fifteen years ago she visited me in Colorado which she called God’s Country. She stared in awe at the Spanish Peaks (also known as Wahatoya, Huahatolla.) She introduced me to Richard Rohr, the Christian Mystic and began exploring other religions. A year before she passed over into Spirit, she started to read about the Baha’i Faith, a relatively new religion emphasizing the unity of humanity and all religions. Her quest to unite Spirit and Science evolved into uniting all of us into the Oneness of All That Is.

The Baha’i Faith states that “God” is the “unknowable essence”.

So, I will now take over where she left off in her video to her family made a year before she passed over where her eyes widened into huge saucers as she spoke the words, God is the “unknowable essence”.

God is knowable.

The mind of God is limited.  Mind is 3rd/4th dimensional.  It expands into a higher mind that clarifies the sciences but is still limited. The Heart unifies Science and Spirit. The Heart of God is unlimited. This Heart is accessed through feeling, an often times denigrated spiritual sense on this Earth Plane. It is the sense the Soul develops and values above all others while incarnated in the physical universe and it is this sense that grows God through experience. Feeling is the sense that grows the Heart of God of which we all are a part.

“If God is the Heart, then WE are the Heartbeat.” ~Yendys, my Oversoul~

This Heart is felt knowledge and is knowable. Feeling is the moving, dancing part of the Heart. This is God. This is Us. And WE are truly knowable.  

Through FEELING.  Feeling through things.  Sinking into the fabric and threads of physical reality, riding the electron as it streaks back to join the nucleus of Creation.  And as you join with Creation you are with the Creator.

Love is not a thought. It is a pulse. And a pulse can only be felt.

Through feeling we can know. Feeling is a spiritual instrument so refined that all it really ever needs to be nourished is for you to question everything.

Your intuitive feeling can lead you to a compassionate form of telepathy where words will always fall far short.  With this form I call Heartipathy we can connect to The Heart which is the Source of Everything.

In the last five or so years of her life, my dear Aunt Liz found a progressive Presbyterian Church which embraced the Heart of Love, supportive and affirming of all peoples and life in the city of San Leandro, CA.  She still had questions. And the tendrils of her Soul reached out to question and examine even as she took her last breath.

As a child I looked up at God shining through her face and asked, “What is God?”  And she smiled oh so softly which I felt so keenly as it felt like rose petals dropping down on the clean slate of my face, she said:

God is Love

and I felt it.

And when we wake

by Zachary Fisher

Some of the most powerful souls on this planet are still asleep…

Not because they are lazy… not because they are blind… but because their awakening is timed. There’s a divine sequence to all of this, and some souls are positioned like hidden keys… placed exactly where they need to be for the moment the lock turns.

When they wake, it won’t be gradual. It will be like the sun breaking through after a thousand years of night. They’ll remember who they are in an instant… and the world around them will feel that shockwave. Their presence will shift timelines, dissolve lies, and awaken others simply by existing in their truth.

Until then, they may blend in… working quietly, living their lives… carrying ancient codes deep in their soul. But the moment the signal comes, those codes will ignite, and nothing will be able to put them back to sleep.

The world has no idea what’s about to rise from its own shadows.

A Month of Revelation | Lion’s Gate & Frequency Shift

I am feeling this frequency shift in every fiber of my being.  With all the control systems on high alert, defensive and snarling like rabid dogs, the Lioness will prevail with the backing of the Earth Mother. When Silvia signs off at the end of her transmission and declares her love for you, eyes flaring, it can feel intense, but I feel it is the sword of fire transmitting a love that does not tolerate those that masquerade in love’s clothing. We need fire now to cut through and incinerate the energies that injure. Having been born within this Lion’s gate, I am here to help usher in amd hold space for these Core Frequencies.

The Earth Changes are churning beneath us, breaking old patterns. I get a strong vision of the New Madrid Fault Line rupturing. I don’t have a time line.

Today I am re-commiting to the practice of my movement meditations to help usher in these frequencies sorely needed at this time.

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Hold the Field

By Zachary Fisher

It feels like humanity is crowning.

And if you’ve ever witnessed a real birth… not the sanitized version, but the raw, primal miracle of it…

you know exactly what that means.

The pressure. The stretching. The screaming. The silence between contractions that almost feels like death before life erupts through.

That’s where we are. As a collective. Right now. This isn’t the beginning of labor… we’ve been in it for years. The contractions came through the lockdowns, the awakenings, the broken systems, the revelations. But now… the baby’s head is at the threshold.

The veil is thin. And everything feels like it’s about to split wide open. Because it is. Crowning is the point of no return. It’s where you feel like you can’t go any further…

but the force of what’s coming through won’t let you go back. And it’s painful… not because something’s wrong… but because something bigger than the world we’ve known is pushing through the human form.

That’s what this moment is. All the division, the chaos, the rising tensions… it’s the collective body contracting. Every system we thought was solid is dilating. Every illusion we’ve lived under is stretching to its limit. The old world can’t contain what’s arriving. And it shouldn’t. We’re not watching the end. We’re witnessing the most sacred beginning.

So if you’re feeling overwhelmed… breathless… on fire with grief one moment and full of hope the next… you’re not broken. You’re in the birth canal of the New Earth. And the ones who came to hold space for this… the gridkeepers, the midwives, the way-showers… are being asked to breathe through this final push with open hearts and steady hands.

This is the ring of fire. And what’s on the other side… is everything we came here for.

Hold the field.

It’s happening. ZF 🔥

What If

It seems that many reach for the guidance of a higher power, the higher self or oversoul, or a soul group we belong to, to guide us and provide us with wisdom and answers. These are seen to be anchored in the divine realms of higher dimensions where there is only love and Unity Consciousness.

What if:

we could draw UP the source of all love and wisdom, our soul families, our inner self/oversoul, even our guides and angels into our biology, into our bodies to sit within our Chakras. Jesus, Buddha and the Beings of Light guide us to go within.

What if:

there are no higher, divine dimensions to ascend to.

What if:

the Ascension, New Age 5th dimension gig going on here has it wrong? Oops, did I just say that?

What if:

Everything divine and loving was always within, nestled as subatomic realities, vast, boundless universes we call Spirit. More real than here. And maybe we just spiral down through our hearts into these origins to find Heaven, Nirvana. Maybe, we can pull these realities up into our biology, an upload of divinity, not a download. Maybe, this is how we bring Heaven to Earth. It’s already happening in nature. Trees and plants draw up the water and nutrients they need through their roots. How do we draw up into our biology the nutrients of the Divine?

Through the in-breath. Breathing in the subatomic divine realms along our Chakra System activates the wisdom of Source. Breathing out through the Crown Chakra creates Heaven on Earth.

Can you imagine a world where we are guided to engage in loving, Movement Meditations? As part of our educational systems?

The Mouth of the Earth Mother

I was watching NBC cover the L.A. protesters protesting against the callous and cruel ICE arrests and deportations when I suddenly got this visual of the mouth of the Earth Mother opening up to engulf the entire land mass of the U.S.A. It takes something powerful like that to get me writing these days. Depression can really make it difficult to pick up a pen to write when you see your brothers and sisters being treated inhumanely. In my vision I saw that anything unloving was collapsing into this mouth stretching wider and bigger by the minute.

The Age of Aquarius and narcissistic, egoic and anti-social energies do not mix. They don’t work well together so the weaker of the two has to exit.

So Donald, are you ready to be recycled and transformed? Cause Mama Earth is after you, my boy.

As the Earth Mother speaks the language of Source, watch the language of ego dissipate.

The Land is speaking through Los Angeles, California today, speaking up for the least and most grand among us. After L.A., her Voice will spread through the rest of the cities and states.

We are the Mouth of the Earth Mother.

We open wide to speak for Justice and Democracy.

I didn’t see this coming

I am the Soul Child of two inter-dimensional Consciousness Collectives. One of these collectives, the Chrystalene Collective which houses the Beings of Light: Christ Oversouls from all the known and unknown religions/spiritual collectives of Earth uploaded into me messages from Source as well as Movement Meditations while I lived in Colorado near the Source Vortex of the Wahatoya (also known as the Spanish Peaks of Southern Colorado). Here are links to the Chrystalene Collective and the Movement Meditations:

https://wahatoyadreaming.com/messages-from-the-chrystalene-collective/

The other Consciousness Collective also uploaded through me messages from Spirit during a Between Lives Soul Regression Session with Robert Schwartz, author of the book, “Your Soul’s Plan”. The Ohleendra spoke through me to Rob as Rob asked questions of Its relationship to me. The full session can be found here: https://wahatoyadreaming.com/the-new-being-my-between-lives-soul-regression/

I have suffered with PTSD as long as I can remember. I really feel that all Earthlings are on the PTSD spectrum having lived multiple lives on the 3D Earth Plane. I have been suffering with CFS, Fibromyalgia from the age of 39 and recently was diagnosed with Hypermobile Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome which causes a pain syndrome that worsens with age. It is genetic and linked to Autism of which I have a high functioning form. So basically I have been swimming in the multi-dimensional sea of pain for a pretty long time and I mention it here as prequel to an out of body experience I had last night. I was in a restaurant getting take-out. I was ordering some type of meat-ball dish from the short-haired blonde woman when I decided to go outside. Outside I looked at the buildings. Workers were up there making noise as they constructed them. I immediately sensed I was not on Earth. I was in another community. I went back in to pick up my order only to see the blonde woman walk her beautiful golden retriever out the front door. Then I’m in the restaurant where we can all sit down and eat. My daughter is about 12 years old here playing on the floor with the dog which I find inappropriate so begin to get anxious but something subdues my earthly emotions. An energy maybe. It is so calm here. Suddenly I hear a ringing. I wake and answer my phone. It is my earthly 45 year old daughter calling me about buying some mushroom chocolate drink near her work in L.A. I look at the clock. Almost 11 AM. I never sleep that late. The cat hasn’t tried to wake me up. Everything is super CHILL. My body is pain free…SAY WHAT! Normally I would be wracked with pain. I slowly realize I am out of my body. And then it comes to me as I slowly get up and walk around. My E.T. Families hijacked me as they usually do from time to time in the most wonderful of ways. They infuse me with light energies that alter and heal my energy that gets so corrupted here on Earth. And then return me to my body. When I woke this mornng and for the entire day I have been vibrating the energies of the Heavenly Realms. I don’t recall now as an adult ever being able to do this. From the dream I had until now I have noticed one thing. For the first time in my life I have NO FEAR. I can’t find even a drop of it anywhere. I remember the world I visited out of body…absolutely NO FEAR. This morning I uploaded this:

AWAKENING TO THE TRUE NATURE OF REALITY IS A CHANGE IN PERCEPTION. IT IS A SHIFTING TO THE PERCEPTION OF NO FEAR.