I’m not a Christian. I am the Spirit of the Christ, within you now healing you. Can you feel me bring peace to your being, your thoughts, your feelings, your emotions, every cell in your body?
Lynn: Yes, everything within me is relaxing deeply.
Jesus: I AM THE CHRIST. AS I AM YOU CAN BE. The One Heart of the Christ does not resist. It accepts. It accepts absolutely everything. And therein lives NO FEAR. Resistance polarizes and separates you from your essence and the inclusion of the other. The Heart of you is Unconditional Love but you live in Ego. Life on Earth tests who you really are. Every time you react in an unloving way, you gauge how that makes you feel. It gives you the ability to prefer. Every time you prefer to act in a loving manner you create Christ Consciousness. Stand in your Love. It is you. Don’t run from it. Sink into the depths of our Heart. Our peace breathes you from these depths. Reside here within the One Heart. For here, you can rest and heal in the Christ currents of our Love.
Sydney Lynn: Ever since around October 2023 my nervous system has become increasingly dysregulated: paresthesias, pain have plagued me day and night. Last night, the Christ Spirit brought me immense relief and peace wherein I could finally sleep. For those intertwined in convoluted family relationships as I am or other draining relationships, know that this peace is there within you. Ask for the healing of the Christ Spirit. As we shift into the inner realms of the Heart we can leave the aches and pains of a dying, bipolar world behind. The Shift is happening within us. And as we breathe the Christ Spirit into the world, it will change before our eyes. Namaste.
The new moon of 11/13/23 that occurred after the 11:11 portal of 11/11/2023 that pushed many of us into the birth canal of the Circumcension (ascension) process, charred me to the bone! So much so that I reached out to a friend and spiritual wanderer, Kris Farquhar, I had known in Colorado. I felt that our Planets of Light had answers for me. It was the first time I had reached out to have an astrological reading. And I absolutely knew nothing of this connection of constellations, planets and our individual souls. Boy was I in for a ride through the stars.
So the fateful day of 11/29/23 (my scheduled reading) launched me into the solar and planetary winds of change. The Soul sits in the Center as the Sun and its planets dance with the constellations, all dynamic reflections of the Soul’s plans for growth and expansion. Kris Farquhar plucked the wisdom I needed to hear from the strings of the Harp of Source as I became the receptacle of blazing streaks of astrological geometries such as aspects and trines. Kris said I had planned before I was born to bring the experience of re-living past lives into this present life I am living. (Not everyone does that but I guess I was on a mission to heal my Karma.) This life has been the process of completing and releasing the karma of the past by understanding it and taking the higher path of forgiveness of self and others. And yeah, I’m still working on it. The planets and constellations showed me a life of harsh challenges, self-sacrifice and being the peace keeper even if that meant stifling my VOICE. My horoscope showed me that when you shove your Voice inwards and you don’t speak your truth and you don’t speak up and CONFRONT the darkness and injustice in your life and in the world, the mind/body composite will become diseased. The Light of Source which you need to shine out into the world will dim, become daggers of Self-loathing aimed at the very Heart of your Soul. I learned that Ego has a place in our lives, as a catalyst for Soul Growth. When the ego becomes traumatized it becomes diseased and creates psychopathy and other forms of mental illness.
I also learned from my Astro/Alchemy reading with Kris that I had a YOD which is pretty uncommon. Kris said this Yod is the fated Finger of God and it points to a mission of sharing higher knowledge with the world through my writings. This service is something I planned before beginning this incarnation. I’m trying to keep the courage up to complete my mission as we speak. Lately, I have had some neurological issues where I feel like I’m a lightening rod. A few nights ago, I half way woke up, went to my desk and wrote down a phrase. The next morning I went to my desk to find the phrase I wrote, “Airline disruptions”. This was before I learned of the Japan Airlines crash that occurred on January 2nd. On January 5th, a window and chunk of fuselage of Alaska Airline’s Boeing 737 blew out shortly after take off. I see malfunctioning due to mechanical, human and structural errors but in the near future also due to errors in the electrical grid brought on by cyber attacks. Solar Flares are affecting our satellites which affect our digital systems. Going digital has its drawbacks!
My body is picking up the chatter of much that has been hidden from us: the deception of our governments, our political parties and the dark shenanigans going on unbeknownst to the average citizen of goodwill. Empty promises are being made to the common man. No dualistic political party is to be trusted. These trouble makers run the world but between our Sun and the Earth Mother, their days are numbered. The more we awaken and speak out in the name of love, the upcoming collapse of our societal structures can be mitigated and replaced with structures supporting the Greater Good. I can only trust that our suffering has meaning and that there will be “protection and grace”.
Kris Farquhar’s Astro/Alchemy Astrology readings makes the Zodiac come alive. For an Astro/Alchemy reading and Sound Healing Journeys I can highly recommend contacting Kris Farquhar @ https://somaticsoundtherapeutics.com
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I chatted with my twin sister on the phone this morning. We’ve had a difficult relationship ever since she ignored me at Fokine Ballet Camp when we were 13 years old. I fell into a deep depression causing our very close relationship to slowly crumble over the years. We are both child abuse trauma survivors. She turned to alcohol and drugs and I had eating disorders, depression, anxiety disorders. I had kids. She did not. She had a long term/drinking buddy marriage and I had two broken marriages resulting in following the singles road. Both of our psyches were fractured but in different ways.
So here we are chatting on the phone. I am talking about one of my three daughters. I am letting my ego just bleed out: “I wish Ta_hee would get a therapist to work out her issues (that I helped to create) so that she doesn’t go back to her hideous, domestic abuse partner. She’s got gray hair now and two more kids blah blah blah blah. Ok, here’s my sister. Hardly ever talks about spiritual stuff and she is suddenly saying to me, Let go of your ego’s need to fix other people. Lynn, you are on a Mommy Control Trip!” I start to sputter but no words come out. Her words have pierced a very hard layer in me. I feel like a balloon of caustic, toxic air is shooting out, totally deflating this huge pocket of pain within me. Whoa! I have this spiritual website where I am exploring the realms of Spirit, and here is my sister drinking pints of spirits every day and she is coming through with a wrecking ball of Higher Self-Healing from the Spirit Realms for me. (I had a reading with the renowned psychic, Sylvia Browne in 2002 where she said I was more spiritually advanced than my twin sister.) What utter nonsense. Don’t get me wrong. Sylvia helped me understand my gifts and themes in life and she saw the horror of my years as an abused and neglected child. Today, my dear twin sister born ten minutes after me, shined the Light of Spirit on a huge bubble of ego pain I really couldn’t see and feel deeply. She is like all of us. We are all Wounded Healers. The false teachings of “one person is more ENLIGHTENED than another” is a skewed ego perception. At any time, unexpectedly, the thick veil of ego can drop from any one of us showing the beautiful Soul within. Sylvia Browne believed in dark entities. The religions believe in evil: the devil, satan, beings condemned to an eternity of inescapable dungeons of depravity. But I believe everyone can connect back to Love. Every person can bring a glimpsing of the Light to another. On the other hand, I do believe that each of us are at different levels of AWAKENING from the false nightmare of the ego. Trauma splits the psyche creating Orphaned Aspects of Love that cling in desperation to paranoia, ego appetites and fractured perspectives. But this will be healed as more Light floods our planet with every breath we inhale from the Core. Our Sun is taking deep breaths of Light from the Core and exhaling it right into the Solar System, flinging Soular Flare energies into our atmosphere. We cannot help but breathe in these Core energies of Change. Where the energies are darkest on Earth Mother, chaos will ensue but the pot needs to be stirred and often only collapse can unblock the clogged Chakras of those suffocating in the deep trauma of ego indoctrination. As my sister says, “It’s all Good”. I know, the phrase is infuriating with all the suffering going on but when seen from the Bigger Picture, all of us when ready will board the train Home.
No Soul is older or younger, more or less evolved than another because there is no Time. The Core of every person is Love.
In fact, in some spiritual circles, the villain is not looked at with disdain. He is looked at as the catalyst of change and growth that he truly is. It takes a courageous soul to undertake such a role as usually if not the head of a crazed cult, she is shamed and blamed and dragged through the cobble stone streets by the righteous, tarred and feathered. Before entering Life, every Soul plans its lifetime and all the chess plays it could possibly make: the good, the bad and the ugly. Once in life, the veil drops then the individual must open to his Soul’s intuition and guidance in order to traverse the storm. Not an easy feat that is why only the courageous come here. From what I hear from Robert Schwartz, Hitler is having a very rough time of learning to love himself after veering off his projected higher path and causing much suffering. Today, the karma of authoritarianism, counterfeit Christianity and the counterfeit, spiritual occultism infecting the New Age are rearing their ugly heads once again. The unbalanced karma in the Middle East is threatening to spread to the world and we all know what that means.
This balloon of Ego pus within me is draining. I feel relieved. I am not responsible for another’s life on the Earth Plane. I am truly only responsible for healing myself. I have spent most of my life focusing on my kid’s well-being and not my own. Dazed and confused I have enabled my kids and made them the main focus of my life, even when they were grown. From there I focused more on the greater good of humanity but still left myself behind. Towards the end of the chat I told my sister I can’t watch the news anymore. They are plastering pictures of the Palestinian children mauled by war. I can’t take it. She said, “What can you do?” I said meekly, “Well, I can write about it…
My sister said, “Let them be.” I blubbered, “Yeah, their Soul Plan will guide them. They are eternal beings…they will be ok.
Then my sister, at the end of our chat started singing “Let it Be”, by the Beatles. I was crawling on the floor of my Soul by then. I lifted my head and said, “Thank you”.
There was a moment when Moses had the nerve to ask God what his name is. God was gracious enough to answer, and the name he gave is recorded in the original Hebrew as YHWH.
Over time we’ve arbitrarily added an “a” and an “e” in there to get YaHWeH, presumably because we have a preference for vowels.
But scholars and Rabi’s have noted that the letters YHWH represent breathing sounds, or aspirated consonants. When pronounced without intervening vowels, it actually sounds like breathing.
YH (inhale): WH (exhale).
So a baby’s first cry, his first breath, speaks the name of God.
A deep sigh calls His name – or a groan or gasp that is too heavy for mere words.
Even an atheist would speak His name, unaware that their very breath is giving constant acknowledgment to God.
Likewise, a person leaves this earth with their last breath, when God’s name is no longer filing their lungs.
So when I can’t utter anything else, is my cry calling out His name?
Being alive means I speak His name constantly.
So, is it heard the loudest when I’m the quietest?
In sadness, we breathe heavy sighs.
In joy, our lungs feel almost like they will burst.
In fear we hold our breath and have to be told to breathe slowly to help us calm down.
When we’re about to do something hard, we take a deep breath to find our courage.
When I think about it, breathing is giving him praise. Even in the hardest moments!
This is so beautiful and fills me with emotion every time I grasp the thought. God chose to give himself a name that we can’t help but speak every moment we’re alive.
All of us, always, everywhere.
Waking, sleeping, breathing, with the name of God on our lips.
At this time many of us are transmuting the negativity in this world into an ambrosia frequency which is building a Heaven on Earth manifestation. We are not so much ascending as we we are lifting into a circumscension process in which we spiral deep into our One Heart. Much like earthworms we as Earth Angels are alchemizing lead into gold as we ingest, process and release every earthly experience. We are organic crystals raising the vibration of humanity. Avoid the websites of many New Age spiritual teachers and mediums who will try to sell you expensive ascension techniques and protection crystals! Your Heart Chakra is the Chrystal within which embraces Source. This is your power and protection.
But being these earthworms can cause PTSD. I have had some sleep arousal choking episodes every 3 months for the past 3 years but now these episodes are almost nightly, very unsettling and scary at times. Recently I have been feeling electrocuted during the 11:11 energies download which guided me to have an astrology reading. Apparently I have a rare Yod in my chart or Finger of God. It is urging me to keep exploring within for spiritual authenticity and share on this website.
Here are some of my movement meditations below. I certainly need to practice them more!
for coastal Northern California, Oregon, Washington. I feel rumblings off the coast…Cascadia Subduction zone? Possible rumblings in San Francisco area. Feeling possible mass displacement of ocean waters.
That being said we are getting help from our star visitors in our skies, in our oceans and living within the Earth. They have stabilization devices to mute the huge labor pains Earth Mother is having at this time. They act like mid-wives to offer Her and her children a safer passage during these tumultuous times. They can diminish the magnitude of eruptions, shaking and weather tantrums of hurricanes and tornados.
Awaiting the sun breaking through on all fronts where humanity frees itself from oppression.
North America’s Source Portal~ Stabilizing the Earth Changes to come~ Balancing opposites~ holding the promise of Peace on Earth, Good Will towards Wo-Men~ Christ’s intention of Heaven on Earth~as the dis-mantling of the false Matrix of control progresses, people’s souls will be freed to fully emerge, engage, causing a tsunami of love to be unleashed and realized.
Each of us are now becoming a New Being. Many call this evolving process Ascension. But in truth there is no up or down in the Source Realms. My term for it is Circumscension: returning to Source with the ambrosia of earthly experience which evolves and grows God/Source.
Above is a recording of my session with Robert Schwartz on 3/8/22. It is a Between Lives Soul Regression (BLSR) that has transformed me and finally this trauma survivor (me) has re-written her contract with the Divine to welcome in Peace and Joy no matter what is going on around me.
Rob Schwartz has dedicated his life to the transformation of humanity. His books are transformative as well as his workshops and BLSR’s.
Please feel free to listen to my BLSR with Rob and if your Soul resonates with what you hear, you can find out more about what he and his wife, Liesel Fricke offer @ https://yoursoulsplan.com/?aff=323
You are not doing this life alone. You are loved beyond comprehension. Your Soul is calling…
Links to videos, workshops and Zoom community below:
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