The Eleventh Finger

Many of the people on the autism spectrum from high-functioning Aspergers to the profoundly affected and low functioning are off world hybrids ranging from Star Souls incarnating in human form to engineered hybrids from programs where humans volunteer sperm and eggs. This includes those with Down Syndrome, the Savants and others chromosome-divergent. The neuro divergent actually play huge roles in grounding energetic grids and timelines and unifying separated/polarized consciousness with Source. These beings form the bridge for human consciousness to cross to come home to Source.

This bridge is the Eleventh Finger. This image has been flashed in my mind by Source. It is the illuminated road home, the Finger that points the Way. Many of these neuro-chromosome divergent Source Souls have Yods in their Natal charts. These “Finger of God” astro-configurations point to their mission of bridging humanity with Source. I am on the Autism spectrum and my daughter has Down Syndrome. We both have these rare Yods in our Natal Charts.

Every human has the potential to open the Source Portal within them for all of creation was born of Source. Come now to sit on the Seat of the Soul which is the Big Heart. The Big Heart is actually three Chakras: The Heart Chakra, the Soular Plexus Chakra and the Womb Chakra. Sit on this blessed Fulcrum of the Big Heart and observe everything and all with kindness. This Heart cannot hold ill-will. Rest in this pocket of supreme safety. The Heart Chakra beats the Heart of God-Source. The Soular Plexus Chakra embodies Source shining out forming your world and the Womb Chakra connects to the Earth Mother that births Source Light and Love through you.

The Bridge of the Eleventh Finger is never closed. It is open to all. But first you must begin the journey of re-connecting to the Source Portal within you which is this Big Heart pulsing Loving Kindness.

Go within.

Breathe deeply.

Love Bigly.

What was I thinking?

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I came here to learn
boundaries.
Back at Home
there was a me
but this me became a
we
so easily
and this we became
The One
so easily
and there was no fear
about not being a
self without a name.
There was no fear flowing
between a me, a we, or
The One.
The feeling of it all
was the same.
There is no word
for this feeling
but now that I’m here
in this body I know that
this feeling is the total absence of fear.
I came here to know this.
You don’t need boundaries at Home
because no one tests them but here
in this body you are separated into
wrongness and rightness,
punished for mis-steps and mis-takes and
shuttled into accepted or discarded.
When you are labeled it is
seemingly irrevocable.
Fear here in this body is
palpable because all the body knows is
birth and death,
these seemingly irrevocable boundaries.
Unfolding into this world showed me
what Home is,
the absence of fear.
Every time I look through my body
to the clouds rumbling the sky,
the winds of Home fill me
and I bless this place
where punishment reigns,
where bounded bodies project their
orphaned aspects onto other bodies
then crucify them.
This world defines my Home
by being the Shadow of it.
This world evokes a searing desire
to carve my way back
to a fearless place where me
becomes we and we become
The One
and this flow bubbles up
boundless love
and here
boundaries have no meaning

The Chakra System and Meditation

11/21/2021: Last night I was doing a guided Chakra Meditation when suddenly I felt an urgent revulsion as I got to the point where I had reached the Crown Chakra after traveling up from the Root Chakra and I was being asked to open up my crown (located at the Soft Spot of a infant’s head) to let in the Divine Light of the Universe.

There’s a reason the soft spot of an infant’s head slowly closes up after birth. Anything outside of ourselves is a Created Universe. The Light of the created 3D Universe contains a marbling of shadow that a duality realm is known for. The Light can be beyond magnificent and the Dark can be beyond grotesque and anything in between.

As Divine Beings of Source we have decided to “realize love” and grow God through initial separation from our divine light beginnings. We have decided to create a playground where we learn from “opposites”. These are dramas that we act in playing villain, victim and hero roles in order to finally prefer a playground of compassion and realized love. We fall into amnesia from the bruising of this chosen game but leave the door to awakening slightly ajar so we can follow our trail of soul crumbs back to the Source Door from which we came.

This universe we peer out into is a chosen, necessary projection of our beliefs in duality which is a form of separation from the Oneness and We-ness of Source. And yes, we chose it so we could learn from living in a cage, wake up and set ourselves free.

So, if you decide to do a Chakra Meditation I would think twice about receiving energies and entities outside of you and keep the Crown Chakra as a tool for shining out into the Created Realms the True Love and Light of Source. The Soft Spot will open organically and willingly for Source.

If you decide to invite seemingly divine energies in through the Crown Chakra, they can align with unhealed wounds within you and cause havoc and confusion.

The Created Universe is a polar, Yin/Yang composite where we learn from opposites. We experience the good, the bad and the ugly here until we finally prefer the divine path where we walk in beauty shining from the inside out. Not the outside in.

Therefore when choosing to move through a Chakra Meditation I would direct the energies up from the Root Chakra spilling out through the top of the head like a fountain.

“The True Light is filtered through the Heart of the Earth Mother before directly entering our Hearts. There is a Heart-Chord directly from Her to our Hearts. This True Light radiates from the True, subatomic Spiritual Realms within and is rarified through Earth Mother so that her inhabitants can acclimate, transform and thrive. This True Light then shoots down through the Solar Plexus Chakra encouraging Self-esteem rather than shallow Ego, grounding us through the Root Chakra and simultaneously shooting up from the Heart Chakra through the Voice Chakra enlivening True Speech, through the 3rd Eye Chakra enlivening True Sight and through the Crown into manifested reality bringing True Knowing to the Created Realms.” ~Yendys, my Oversoul~

When you allow Created Light in through the Crown Chakra it can encrust the Chakra System with amnesia. As Source Portals we can feel it. You will feel a sense of alarm, perhaps a nausea or bad feeling in your gut when presented with the false information of duality/separation from Source. Your body knows.

We are Works in Progress: We are embodying Source.

We shine Source into the World from the inside out, transforming it and ourselves.

We are the Heart-beat.

We beat the Heart of Source.

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My Experience with Hollister Rand

Hollister Rand is a medium that came into my scope of awareness recently in 2019.  I read her newsletters and there was a freshness there, a feeling of pure positivity as well as authenticity.

My first experience with Hollister was a half hour reading I got from her over the phone on 09/20/2019.  I wrote the experience down in my journal:

” She said I had always been super-connected to the Spirit World and I said “Yes, ever since I was a child.”  She said most of my relationships had been with narcissists and I said, “Yep, you’re right.” She said it was time for Self Care. “Oh, certainly, never a strong point.” And she said, “Love does not equal pain.”  My parents were physically, emotionally and mentally abusive but at the same time they truly loved my twin sister and me and tried hard to raise us right and did their best so it was confusing for us, this dichotomy of Love and abuse. We believed that love did equal pain.  This dynamic set us up to attract abuse in later years from partners, friends, strangers and work relationships.  She went on,

“There’s this man, who is standing behind this glass sheet.  He says he is your Father. She then kind of talked to herself saying sort of quizzically “Oh, he made it…” like there was some doubt in him making it. (She only communicates with Spirits that make it into the Divine Realms) She went on to say, “He says that when he passed over, you weren’t there to witness it.”  (I started crying.  That’s true, I felt such guilt.) Dad had been broadsided by a truck and survived only to pass two months later.  Prior to the accident Dad had visited me in Colorado and I had asked him if he believed in Heaven. He looked at me quite seriously and said, “I’ll tell you if I get there”.  And he sure did by stating through Hollister that I wasn’t there to witness his passing. There was no way Hollister could have known that unless Dad had told her. He told Hollister that there was only forgiveness between him and me. Very true.  He told her to tell me to forgive myself for any thought that I hadn’t been a good daughter and continued saying he would be in my life, looking after me.  It wasn’t until after the session that I wondered why he was behind a glass sheet.  Hollister didn’t get any information regarding the nature of that barrier being there, she just wondered why he was standing behind it! I suddenly realized that the glass sheet was there because Dad was on some sort of probation. ( I mentioned that intuitive hunch to my Aunt Liz recently and she said, “Yes, that sounds about right.”  Even though he had made it to the Heavenly Realms he was being monitored as he was being rehabbed.  In Hollister’s latest book, “Everything You Wanted to Know About the Afterlife but was afraid to Ask”, she mentions a female spirit remarking to her about a new arrival she knew, saying that she couldn’t believe he had made it to the Divine Side…lol. I look at it this way, the Heavenly Realms have layers and you go to the layer that resonates with you.  Spirit doesn’t look at people like this group is holier than that group.  You go to the layer that you vibrate to and will help you continue to evolve.  Now that I think about it, the glass sheet was a protection device as Dad was known to flirt inappropriately on Earth and break marriage vows for that matter and since he was a fresh transfer from Earth I’m sure his spirit guides were making it more comfortable for Hollister to interact with him.  Nevertheless, it was such a relief to me that Dad had made it!  

Next, Hollister said to me, “Are you really close to animals?”  I said, “Yes, cats and a few dogs.”  She said, “There is this black and white cat who is here to be with you.”  Good Golly Miss Molly and Hallelujah, this was my beloved Butchie who lived with me in Colorado and died there before I returned to Southern California.  Hollister then said, “He comes through the black and white cat you currently have now.” 

I was so blown away.  I am still blown away.  This was an in your face, real time meet up with a beloved parent and a beloved pet. Hollister also said that my Dad had a good sense of humor.  He sure did.  Yes, he sure does. 

I had a 2nd reading later in 2020 when Covid was getting bad and don’t ya know, Mom came through. Hollister asked me if I had had a difficult relationship with her and I said, “Oh no, not really but as I thought about it, Hollister was right. Yes it was difficult.  Hollister went on to say that “Your Mother is saying she is sorry for trying to make you into her “Mini Me” and she is following your journeys in life and learning from your off the beaten path experiences.  Through Hollister Mom told me she loved me and Hollister said “Did you know that she hadn’t experienced joy in her life and life had been very hard for her?”  I did know she suffered from depression and never got over her Dad dying at an early age.  Hollister said Mom is playing cards with a friend named Dorothy or Dottie as they chatted.  In life Mom had played cards with her friend, Doris so Hollister was very close on the name.

I am glad I followed my intuition to find out about my parents in the Afterlife.

Hollister is like the “Mary Poppins of Mediums”. Absolutely magical, mystical and loveable.

http://hollisterrand.com