Then Along Came Covid
As I see it, we have a lot of habits and distractions that really waste our time. We watch horror movies, comedies, dramas glorifying or weirdly addicting us to sex, violence and this onslaught shoves us into a place where we cannot feel much of anything leaving us with odd urges to down Burger King, slug Vodka and buy designer sneakers.
Then along came Covid.
Firstly I was scared. Then I went into denial. Then I thought it was a hoax. Really, I don’t care at this point if it was deliberately engineered to try to throw a big wrench into Humanity. Ok, I do care. But I don’t think I am in a place where I can uncover the lies and crap so I will leave that to people in positions who can do that. And they are out there, thank God.
Science is showing us that it is a nasty virus. And I have no problem donning a mask, keeping physically distanced and smiling with my eyes.
I’m a bit of an introvert with extrovert overtones so I don’t mind hiding.
I don’t mind slowing down so I can hear myself think, slowing down so I can make some sense out of my life and what’s going down around me.
Humans don’t know how to relax, just relax.
This Covid thing is giving me a chance to think bigly and an avenue to hopefully re-write my life should I survive. It’s always in the back of my mind, will I survive? Who will pass away and who will not….
I am very grateful that I believe in an afterlife. And I believe that no one dies alone. I believe in our family who is in spirit and that they will be here for us and help us cross over to the afterlife when it is our time.
Being on the brink of possible death really makes one appreciate every little thing. Things are breaking down. People are going hungry, homeless and losing their livelihoods. I can barely stand the intense gravity of this situation. I’ve always given food and $ to the homeless so
Covid isn’t making much of a difference there. It is making me search for answers to questions I’ve had all my life but never had the time to really get into finding answers for them. Kids, jobs, break-ups, depression really gets in the way.
So, now during the time of Covid I am finding myself more connected than I was pre-Covid. I attend Unity Church on Zoom and as a group we really look at life and ask a lot of questions. I kind of feel like a kid again and I’m 66 year old…..yep, but my body feels often like a sack of crony bones.
In the time of Covid, alot of shit is being dug up and exposed. Racism, Facecism, social injustice, Man’s inhumanity to man, animals, the planet.
So Covid, you are a catalyst for change. You are really bringing us to the brink of death before Climate Change does. And you are making us aware how climate change from our abuse of the Earth can instigate new and lethal viruses that tyrants can play with to get rid of the useless eaters and enemies of enslavement.
Both Covid and Trump as president activated alot of change and growth in our citizenry. We put two and two together and then took a stand. We don’t like bullies. We don’t like stupidity and violence. We want happiness, peace and a pathway for our kids to love themselves and each other. I know I don’t want to be dominated by anyone or anything and we got to get down to loving ourselves and each other.
My kids would fight alot. It would get to the point where they would not listen. I would tell them, “Ok then, go ahead and kill yourselves off. Reverse psychology works. They looked at me blankly and then got quiet.
Family of Man, “Ok then, go ahead and kill yourselves off. And if you don’t, Covid might.”
I feel that people are becoming deeply activated to really honor life and honor their paths. People are digging deep to uncover what is most precious in our reason for being.
Let’s wear our masks, practice physical distancing and get rid of Covid.
Everything that happens in life happens to teach us something that bring us home to who we really are.
We are kind, beautiful Souls who want to live in a world of happiness and safety.
So, thanks Covid for helping to change an ugly status quo and cause a desire for change for the better.
Deliberate Sinking of the Global Economy
The more I feel into the energy of the Covid 19 entity and the killing of George Floyd the more I hear the word, DELIBERATE.
The Powers That Be, the elite filthy rich have a plan and it doesn’t include all the “Precious Breaths” on this planet.
I believe this Corona Virus was deliberately engineered to be way more lethal than it is. When it didn’t materialize “The Black Death scenario”, the media was put into action to install fear and panic.
For years the PTB (Powers That Be) have had wet dreams of de-population to rid the world of useless eaters.
And sinking economies while they profit off of the very sinking is a standard agenda on their list of cruel crucifixions.
Where is all this headed? Another regime change through the sour political systems on the planet? Toward a One World Government? A Hunger Games Scenario?
The Matrix gives us a dream-like choice between Utopian through Religion and Dystopian through Human dog eat dog, “Do what thou Wilt”.
There is an underlying organic universe that has been hidden from us.
It involves an intelligent, compassionate Infinity from which we are born, pure with the presence of pure intention based in Love. We must begin to dissolve the fake world which has educated us to be reactive beings caused by their infusion of trauma.
My dad taught me to think before I speak and act. He and I were really bad at that. It’s hard to do that in such a world of layered illusions. The confusion is created DELIBERATELY.
We are at a fork in the road. Will humanity as a whole come together and support racial justice, the support of every human “precious breath” on the planet, the animal and plant world and the survival of our beautiful Mother Earth or
after a few years forget the colossal lessons being offered today, right now as we wear masks and march a dystopian dance 6 feet away from human contact?
I had a vision in mid 2019 of a Chinese Militia man standing with bayonet raised in front of the Capitol Building in D.C.
What could that mean? To me it could mean loss of our voice and loss of our human rights. To me it could mean acceptance of domination and control. Whatever this is called from Fascism to Communism, it comes down to the loss of the sovereignty of the individual human soul. And the perpetuity of war and violence.
Get ready to say no to your personal boundaries being violated.
They choked the life out of George Floyd but they never choked out his Heart nor
The Heart of the People.
In this life of mine I finally learned what I came here to learn.
“Give your Power away to no one and no thing, no idea, ideology, thought, belief, institution or religion, no country, no political hierarchy. Love won’t ask for it!”
We must not allow our “Heartbeat” to be silenced.
RE-SET
When negativity becomes an addiction it is the real virus that can infect love itself, creating more destruction and agony than any physical virus. Humanity has been covered in this slime for a very long time. The Corona Crisis is giving us an opportunity to go within and reset our internal GPS. As children of a Loving Creator we can transform our societies into loving creations of growth and positive change. Let us stand in our light and our innate truth. Our power comes from our loving Creator. Give it away to no person, place or thing, no group, no religion. It is the forever spark of our being. Love and those beings and groups of beings aligned with Love will never ask for it. Only those disconnected from Love will try to siphon off our energy and truth. Those that treasure their dis-connection always reveal themselves in time. Be vigilant. Stand tall, proud and sovereign as we treat others the way we wish to be treated. Know that we are infinite beings having a finite human experience, learning to prefer love and kindness over fear and control. Let us return to Love and shine out a brand new way of being into our world.
Soul Code
Beliefs. What are they? Simply, they are costructs of what we think we know. They can be brilliant and dull and everything in between. But they are constructs of the limited human mind and can only hint at what is truly real. Thoughts and beliefs create our personal reality but they do not represent the Greater Reality of Unconditional Love. My inbox is now full and won’t accept anymore. I used to give my power away to my beliefs, the shiny ones, the pretty ones, the holy ones, the ones that made my spine tingle, the ones that would float me in a “high”. I used to give my power away to negativity because I thought it made me “deep”, “cool”, “hip”, a “rebel”. I still roll in the mud of Debbie Downer-ness. It’s such a darn habit. But more and more, I withdraw and sit with what I don’t know. It is not an easy feeling sitting in this not knowing. But somehow I realize I am more than my thoughts and beliefs. I am a unique design and this design is my truth, my guide, my purpose darting across the blank canvas, carving out my life. And this higher knowing is part of my very essence waking me from amnesia and igniting the light of my life. Meditation and walking in nature connects me ever so more easily to the Greater Reality of our existence.
So does having a soul family as a support system. I know this is a hard time where many of us are isolated physically from our families, friends and humanity in order to contain this mysterious virus. As much as I don’t like social media, it is connecting us now.
There are many beliefs about what this “thing” is and even if we should be social distancing. Some believe the powers that be are trying to destroy the economy and take away individual rights. I believe in time the truth will come out on this.
As I meditate on the positivity of my heart, I hit the delete button!
DELETE, DELETE, DELETE!
I send the fear, anger, doubt crap to the Recycling Bin. The Big Heart of the Big Creator within will hug them back into wholeness.
Keep your mind open and free. Don’t fall for any pretty little belief or one that reeks with truth or smells sweet like doom.
In your heart lies your unique design and as the heart beats you emit your unique soul code. This code will open the doors you are destined to open to a life you are meant to live.
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My Experience with Hollister Rand
Hollister Rand is a medium that came into my scope of awareness recently in 2019. I read her newsletters and there was a freshness there, a feeling of pure positivity as well as authenticity.
My first experience with Hollister was a half hour reading I got from her over the phone on 09/20/2019. I wrote the experience down in my journal:
” She said I had always been super-connected to the Spirit World and I said “Yes, ever since I was a child.” She said most of my relationships had been with narcissists and I said, “Yep, you’re right.” She said it was time for Self Care. “Oh, certainly, never a strong point.” And she said, “Love does not equal pain.” My parents were physically, emotionally and mentally abusive but at the same time they truly loved my twin sister and me and tried hard to raise us right and did their best so it was confusing for us, this dichotomy of Love and abuse. We believed that love did equal pain. This dynamic set us up to attract abuse in later years from partners, friends, strangers and work relationships. She went on,
“There’s this man, who is standing behind this glass sheet. He says he is your Father. She then kind of talked to herself saying sort of quizzically “Oh, he made it…” like there was some doubt in him making it. (She only communicates with Spirits that make it into the Divine Realms) She went on to say, “He says that when he passed over, you weren’t there to witness it.” (I started crying. That’s true, I felt such guilt.) Dad had been broadsided by a truck and survived only to pass two months later. Prior to the accident Dad had visited me in Colorado and I had asked him if he believed in Heaven. He looked at me quite seriously and said, “I’ll tell you if I get there”. And he sure did by stating through Hollister that I wasn’t there to witness his passing. There was no way Hollister could have known that unless Dad had told her. He told Hollister that there was only forgiveness between him and me. Very true. He told her to tell me to forgive myself for any thought that I hadn’t been a good daughter and continued saying he would be in my life, looking after me. It wasn’t until after the session that I wondered why he was behind a glass sheet. Hollister didn’t get any information regarding the nature of that barrier being there, she just wondered why he was standing behind it! I suddenly realized that the glass sheet was there because Dad was on some sort of probation. ( I mentioned that intuitive hunch to my Aunt Liz recently and she said, “Yes, that sounds about right.” Even though he had made it to the Heavenly Realms he was being monitored as he was being rehabbed. In Hollister’s latest book, “Everything You Wanted to Know About the Afterlife but was afraid to Ask”, she mentions a female spirit remarking to her about a new arrival she knew, saying that she couldn’t believe he had made it to the Divine Side…lol. I look at it this way, the Heavenly Realms have layers and you go to the layer that resonates with you. Spirit doesn’t look at people like this group is holier than that group. You go to the layer that you vibrate to and will help you continue to evolve. Now that I think about it, the glass sheet was a protection device as Dad was known to flirt inappropriately on Earth and break marriage vows for that matter and since he was a fresh transfer from Earth I’m sure his spirit guides were making it more comfortable for Hollister to interact with him. Nevertheless, it was such a relief to me that Dad had made it!
Next, Hollister said to me, “Are you really close to animals?” I said, “Yes, cats and a few dogs.” She said, “There is this black and white cat who is here to be with you.” Good Golly Miss Molly and Hallelujah, this was my beloved Butchie who lived with me in Colorado and died there before I returned to Southern California. Hollister then said, “He comes through the black and white cat you currently have now.”
I was so blown away. I am still blown away. This was an in your face, real time meet up with a beloved parent and a beloved pet. Hollister also said that my Dad had a good sense of humor. He sure did. Yes, he sure does.
I had a 2nd reading later in 2020 when Covid was getting bad and don’t ya know, Mom came through. Hollister asked me if I had had a difficult relationship with her and I said, “Oh no, not really but as I thought about it, Hollister was right. Yes it was difficult. Hollister went on to say that “Your Mother is saying she is sorry for trying to make you into her “Mini Me” and she is following your journeys in life and learning from your off the beaten path experiences. Through Hollister Mom told me she loved me and Hollister said “Did you know that she hadn’t experienced joy in her life and life had been very hard for her?” I did know she suffered from depression and never got over her Dad dying at an early age. Hollister said Mom is playing cards with a friend named Dorothy or Dottie as they chatted. In life Mom had played cards with her friend, Doris so Hollister was very close on the name.
I am glad I followed my intuition to find out about my parents in the Afterlife.
Hollister is like the “Mary Poppins of Mediums”. Absolutely magical, mystical and loveable.
Ascension, Really?
When you lift from your body to touch Source,
it really is a deep spiraling dive into
The Core of your Being,
a circumscension.
Have you flown in your dreams?
Have you soared and plummeted
only to awaken safe and unscathed?
When you leave your body
you enter a dimension
where atoms collapse.
where instead of the illusion of
rising into
a projected Heaven,
you are at the entrance of
the Inner Side of Source.
The physical plane is a projection
of the Inner Self,
a schoolhouse for souls to experience
in a land where darkness ignites the light,
where we eventually prefer love over fear
and truth over illusion
To reach the heights of Heaven
one must first dive into the depths of the Heart.
It is here in the depths of Spirit where
we beat the Heart of God.
~Sydney’s Oversoul, Yen~
Trees Have a Heart Beat
Here is a great article about the heartbeat of trees. Enjoy!
How Do I find my Way?
“How do I find my Way?” The Way already knows you.” ~Selby Lee~
If you are looking for the way….your way in the World, STOP IT!
THE WAY ALREADY KNOWS YOU.
You simply summon it with your desire for it. We have never had to find our way.
We have always been on our Way. The Universe divinely orchestrates our paths and we
are never lost. Even stumbling off our paths is part of our Way. We can’t lose our Way
even if we wanted to. I’m a little morose so let me indulge myself and pick a morose
example: even if you are murdered or die of a disease, or are engulfed in an addiction,
you are not lost. There is always
something to learn in all of life’s experiences, especially that we are strong, brave,
infinitely intelligent and loving and so capable of rising above our challenges, even if
those challenges appear to consume us. Above all, We are
eternal beings having a human experience. The only constant in life
is change, so ride the wave. We are free. And we are never lost.
WE GROW GOD 